Unreal

Author's Note: Random poem I wrote in Filipino class. Inspired by nothing, and not personal. =)) Just a note guys, almost none of the shit I write are personal. =)) Quit asking, it gets annoying.
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People tell us we're perfect
and they just don't know
that if it were only that easy.
Then I would let you go.

I'm trying to ignore
the pain everyday
but it gets harder and harder.
And I still try to push it away.

Faking smiles and laughter,
telling you I'm just fine.
And again you never noticed
that tears came with that smile.

Screaming away the rage at night,
and calling out your name.
But no matter what I do,
it's always, always the same.

But I'll act like I don't know
about everything you do.
I'll pretend she's not real
and that you still love me too.