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April 4, 2012

Glamour

Author's Note: More of a free-write for character interaction than anything, really. Also, I wrote this at like. 2:30AM-3:30AM. =)) So it's more of random brain farts than anything. Forgive me for typos, my brain doesn't function the same way at this time of day. This is also my first piece wherein I touched on sex, kind of. But not really. I don't really think this counts as mature...? But I'm not sure, it might. Depends on you.

Also, random trivia! The girl's name is Charlotte. Is it relevant to the story? No, not really. Just wanted to share.
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It was strange, seeing her without her glamour. Well, of course she did carry her own aura of it, but now that she was just in a simple dress and flats, she looked more human. I found that more appealing, somehow.

“And I suppose you’re the fine gentleman that’s been dying for a meeting with me?” Her laugh was gentle, and her hair fell just right. But I wasn’t going to let her control me. I readjusted my necktie. Suits always make me more powerful. I stood up to shake her hand, before pulling her chair back and reseating myself.

“Your performance last night was…exquisite.”

“…Exquisite? That’s the first time I’ve ever heard someone use that term for what I do.”

“You have a different way of executing it, from the others. They do it out of desperation, for money… for you, it’s artistic. There’s life to your dances.”

“Hmm. A client who thinks.” She took a sip from the coffee they had served, and crossed her legs. “So you’re more than just a good suit and what’s between your legs. That’s good to know.”

“And you’re more than just well-treated hair and an excellent body. I’ve gotten bored of the automated routines most clubs have.” I noticed her staring at my watch. It’s my favorite watch, leather with a dark, red face. I wonder what she thinks of it.

“So, why exactly did you talk to my boss just to meet me here, today? I don’t accept offers for other services, I only perform. Professionally.”

In all honesty, I don’t quite know why I invited her today for coffee. Sure, she was attractive, and yes I would have very much liked to make her writhe under me after watching her last night. But that wasn’t why I was talking to her right now.

“Because you’re fascinating. And I don’t want to buy you, I have more pride than that. I’ve decided I want to get to know you better.”

“And in the end you’ll want to sleep with me. Or am I being too direct for you?”

“…Well, admittedly, that would be part of the plan.” Plan? What plan. I have no plan. “But I’m hoping for more than that.”

Her expression was a mix between disbelief and laughter. “More than that? And may I ask, what basis do you have for wanting something a little more serious than physical contact? You’ve only seen me once, and that one time I… wasn’t exactly meant for anything personal. You know my name, you know my line of work. That’s all.”

Arrogance. Cynicism. I liked that about this girl. I met her mocking gaze with a calculated one, and spoke slowly. “People reveal more about themselves in their art than they realize.”

“You seem awfully sure of yourself. Then tell me, what exactly do you know about me?”

“You’re broken hearted. Recovering from…something, I’m not entirely sure what.” I noticed her hand slow down the stirring of her coffee, and she let a lock of hair fall across her cheek.

 “You’re a dreamer, and I suppose that even though you don’t need this job, you do it because it’s the closest you have ever gotten to a Broadway show.”

She raised one of her perfectly groomed eyebrows, and smirked. “…Not bad. I’m impressed. But that might have just been lucky guesses. Is that all?”

“Before I answer, I want to know. Why did you agree to meet me? I’m sure you were just expecting me to attempt to buy you.”

She winked and raised the mug to her lips, and took a long sip of the coffee. I think she enjoyed the little squirm of impatience I couldn’t help but show. This woman is used to manipulating people this way. This is a fun game. “I always like to personalize my rejections. Although to be fair, I wasn’t expecting you to be intelligent. Most businessmen, even though they are successful, are only good with books and figures. Your colleagues last night, I’m assuming. Their drunken laughter got on my nerves.”

“Oh, they get on my nerves everyday.” I realized we were leaning against the table, closer to each other now than we were when we had first started. I took in her scent. Spicy.

“So, for someone like yourself who can appreciate art, why are you in a corporate job?”

The neckline of her dress had lowered slightly, giving me a clear view of red lace underneath, but I quickly looked back up. “Excuse me?”

“Doesn’t it get dull for you? Going through the figures, all your life? You’re someone who can understand art as more than just display, it seems. Surely you can’t tell me you do it all just for the money.”

“The money is what makes sure I have no hindrance to enjoying fine art. If I wasn’t rich, I wouldn’t have been able to go to your club, I would have had to settle for a far cheaper one, to fill my needs.”

We were both done with our coffee. “Touché. So, I go back to my original question. Is there anything else you’ve figured out about me?”

“I also figure you’ve got a bit of an exhibitionist streak, but that’s pretty obvious.” Okay, so I tried for a joke, and I’m not very funny. Oh well. Now for the serious bit. I looked her straight in the eyes, and lowered my head. “And you’re afraid. Of something, I’m not sure what. But dancing is your escape. It gives you courage. I’m also assuming you’re lying a lot about who you are, to your superiors at work. I’ve seen your so-called public biography. I don’t believe any of it. I think you’re running from your past. I’m not sure what it is, but you’re ashamed of it.”

“…An hour’s worth of a routine and you’ve got me figured out better than most of the people I’ve known for years. You’re smarter than I gave you credit for.” She leaned in closer and lowered her voice. “I think I might take you up on your offer.”

I noticed that her eyelashes were long and thick, and her breath smelled just like the coffee we were just drinking. She was trying to turn the tables, the best way she knew how. Luckily, I’m experienced too. I quieted down to meet the volume of her voice.

“Which offer are we talking about? I thought you only performed professionally.”

She chuckled and shook her head.

“Are you trying to tease me? It won’t work.” I felt her leg brush against mine for a brief moment as she uncrossed her legs.

“I’m going to be straightforward with you. You’re an attractive man, and your intelligence only adds to that. I’ve got a few things to do for now, so I’ll have to go. But I get off work later at midnight.” She leaned back and stood up gracefully enough that I could have sworn she was trying to do a little dance right then. 

“Maybe you can catch another one of my shows. I’m center stage for tonight.”

I stood up and she reached out her hand as if to shake mine again, but I gently took it and raised it to my lips instead.

“Thank you for seeing me today. I’ve had a lovely time. Rest assured, I’ll be there at your show.”

We held each others’ eyes for a while, before going off in our own directions.
***
I woke up in bed the next day, feeling alive. That was amazing.

She had gone off early to finish some things at her workplace. That’s one advantage to being one of the heads at the company – I didn’t have to get up so early.

I reached for my bedside table to put my watch on-but I couldn’t find it.

And then I realized it.

Damn it. How could I have been so stupid.

I had tried to call the club again for several days after, but they told me she was gone.

That girl was clever. I can’t deny that. But I was right. She was a coward. Always running away from her past.

And it was strange, seeing her without her glamour.

April 2, 2012

Cheese and Apples

Author's Note: Random idea that sprouted in my head. Semi-inspired by this bit of prose: http://anouni.blogspot.com/2012/04/how-it-ends.html

So I decided to rush writing it. Lacks polish, refinement, and better execution, to be perfectly honest. But at the very least, I'm struggling through my writer's block, as compared to just surrendering to it. And writing, about ANYTHING, makes me feel better.

So yeah.

A random conversation between Love, and Death.

Make of it what you will~
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Today was one of her weaker days. It had started ever since people became more selfish, and less understanding. She pushed her wheelchair forward, and looked up at the fruit tree. She wanted that apple.

It was a struggle to lift her arm, and her breathing became more labored as she tried to stretch out. Another couple had just broken up, another child had been abandoned. This day wasn't getting much better.

"Need any help there, Cheese?"

Cheese. It was one of the strangest nicknames her older sister had given her, but it had gotten endearing.

"What are you doing here in these parts? Aren't you busy collecting those from that war?"

"…Sometimes, I like to take a break from those to help the ones down in the more quiet parts. Death in solace is the most meaningful." She brushed her hair back and sat on the nearby wall, and plucked the apple her sister had been reaching for, before tossing it towards her. "So, how have you been?"

"Not good. Everyday, humans get more selfish. That war that's keeping you busy is killing me slowly."

They both laughed at the idea of them dying. They were set for a fate much worse than that.

"It's in their last moments that they aren't so bad, you know. It brings out the best in them."

"I know, I can feel it. It's strange, how both of us go together. It's tragedy that brings humans so close together. Those are my more powerful days. You're lucky. No matter what, you're constant."

"Lucky?" She shrugged. "They all hate me, you know. Most of them run away from me. Their art always paints me to be the evil one."

"…People are afraid of me, too. And that's why I can never be as powerful all the time as the rest of us. Barely any of the humans want to be so vulnerable." She wheeled herself closer to the wall and leaned against it.

"I've been here since the beginning of this earth, and I still don't fully understand these mortals. Funny thing, huh? I've seen all of it. Their regrets, their fears…and the things they didn't want to leave behind. I suppose we'll never understand that feeling, being immortal and all."

"It's their mortality that makes them who they are." Another promise had been made, somewhere far into the distance. Little did she know he was cheating on her. Poor girl.

She tossed the apple from one hand to the other, having lost her appetite.

"Anyway, I think I've lingered a bit here too dangerously long. I've got a couple of appointments lined up." She jumped down from the wall and ruffled the hair of her younger sister. "Five year old girl, and a father. He drowned trying to save her. I saw that little surge of health in you, for that brief moment."

"'Til next time. And try not to be so intimidating."

She let out a scoff and flipped her hair. "I try to be as friendly as possible, I'll have you know!" She paused for a bit before starting to walk out of the park, and turned back with a bit of a smile and a wave. "I hope I'll see you in better shape next time, Cheese. I've seen you in some of your good days. …You're the most powerful of all of us, when you're healthy."

The image of her sister slowly faded away with the sound of crunching leaves.

To her left, an old man was walking towards one of the nearby graves and had left another bouquet of flowers. He sat down and started to recall the events of his day. 27 years ago, they were happily married.


Across the street, a twelve year old boy was nursing his puppy back to health, after a surgery. The dog had puked all over his hands, but he cleaned out her mouth as patiently as he could.


Not so far off from the town, two people, best friends who had been fighting for over 3 weeks now, finally saw each other again. And apologized.


It's not always so bad, she thought.

She bit into her apple and stood up.