Only One

This beach reminds me of you.
Each little thing you used to do.
My feet sink into the sand,
Hey, maybe this isn't all bad.

After all, who needs love?
I've got myself. Why isn't that enough?
It's a beautiful day,
why won't you just let me be?
You're gone, and you still do this to me.

I guess I missed out,
on the most obvious truth.
Because I was never able
to reach out to you.

You made me happy,
you always made me laugh.
But hey, I guess...
Losing you isn't all that bad.

The most amazing boy,
you were in front of my eyes.
I guess I always just denied it,
hid my feelings underneath
all these ridiculous lies.

I'm just lying here,
and listening to the waves.
Right now I find myself
opening my mouth
and calling your name.

Could it be that I regret it?
Never saying a single word.
Could it be that I can't forgive myself?
For causing you and me so much hurt.

You were the best among them all,
and I guess I never saw.
Because now you're over me,
And I'm the last to fall.

I don't know what to think,
but all I know is this.
Out of all the ones I've hurt,
You're the only one I miss.